jeudi 27 juin 2013

Lettre d'un patient Syrien

Je voudrai partager une lettre assez puissante recue par un de mes patient Syrien. J'ai son autorisation. Desolee pour les non English speaker, elle est en Arabe a l'origine. Il a a peine 25 ans...

"Hello josephine …hello Yasmin

Josephine asked me how we can prevent them from killing the human inside of us …. And she asked me to think of the answer….

We prevent them from killing what is left inside of us and the things that are killed inside us, we bury them…
We stand in front of them to prevent them from killing more people …
We prevent them from creating new criminals among the youth and the children..
We help the people who died to save what is inside of them.

Can you imagine !!! A human standing up crying silently…and feeling revenge… and see himself as being buried…

Do you want to help (his name) …. There is a possibility… but this is only when the following happens:
1.      To get back my angel … (name of his fiancée)
2.      To be a helper to my family rather than a a burden on them
3.      To get back (his name) the human being not the criminal that is thinking in vengefully all the time.

This came to my mind and now it’s 3:46 in the morning.
I’m hungry but I don’t want to eat and I didn’t eat since I came back from CVT (the Center for Victims of Torture) at 1:00.

Smoking …

The future is mysterious ….vague …
The past is nice but dead …and the dead don’t come back ….

I thought of stopping therapy and keeping silent and so as not to awaken the person inside me from his grave….

May god damn Al Asad, demonstrations and the revolution… we were not supposed to do this  …. It’s right that we were living in fear and we were scared… with no freedom… but it was better than now and from tomorrow where we are all criminals.

A call to every human being
If there is somebody, hear!
If anyone can end the killing that is happening now, please do it!
If people are killed from inside and their spirits are dead, they will turn into criminals without any mercy or humanity. …. They will think only in hate and revenge ..."

1 commentaire:

blandine Schaffer a dit…

c'est magnifique et se passe d'autre commentaire
Bon courage
Blandine